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Happily Ever Now

by Sandra-Mae Lux

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1.
Come with me, and get away Away from the smoke and noise Come with me, and get away Away to a new sunrise Come with me to paradise Where I can just unwind Come with me, and say goodbye To work I'm leaving behind Trouble seems to follow me And I need a place to set me free Everybody needs to get away To get away from it all Gotta get away Gotta get away from here Gotta get away Gotta get away from here Gotta get away Gotta get away from here Gotta get away Gotta get away from here, right now Come with me, and get away Away from the smoke and noise Come with me, and get away Away to a new sunrise Come with me, where I can see The little things in life Come with me, to where it's green Where I can feel alive Trouble seems to follow me And I need a place to set me free Everybody needs to get away To get away from it all Gotta get away Gotta get away from here Gotta get away Gotta get away from here Gotta get away Gotta get away from here Gotta get away Gotta get away from here, right now At least for now the trees are greener Sun shines brighter, air is cleaner Wine tastes better, rain feels wetter Elbows out all day in town It really starts to get me down (It really starts to get me down) It's so hard to be yourself When you gotta be yourself Be yourself harder I Gotta get away Gotta get away from here Gotta get away Gotta get away from here Gotta get away Gotta get away from here Gotta get away Gotta get away from here...
2.
How can you trust a man with love When he don't even know what it is And how can you trust a man with your heart When he's busy giving up all of his A man pours his soul out in the dead of night And you can't help but lovin' him then But how can you trust, how the hell can you trust Trust a man with love? How can you trust a man with your dreams When he's only here for today And how can you build a house and a home Then turn around and he's gone away A man pours his soul out in the dead of night And you can't help but lovin' him then But how can you trust, how the hell can you trust Trust a man with love? He tells you things you wanna hear And some of them aren't even lies He feeds you cigarettes, cheap wine and beer Then you fall right into his bedroom eyes A man pours his soul out in the dead of night And you can't help but lovin' him then Oh but how can you trust, how the hell can you trust Trust a man with love? He tells you things you wanna hear And some of them aren't even lies He feeds you cigarettes, cheap wine and beer Then you fall right into his bedroom eyes A man pours his soul out in the dead of night And you can't help but lovin' him then Oh but how can you trust, how the hell can you trust Trust a man with love? Oh but how can you trust, how the hell can you trust Trust a man with love Trust a man with love, trust a man with love You can't trust a man with love
3.
I see a someone who is brave You don't wait to be saved You got the brains, you got the drive Oh what a time to be alive You don't need someone to set you free Look out, here comes my destiny Time to be who we were meant to be Relax and have a little fun I want my moment in the sun (in the sun) I want my moment in the sun (in the sun) Give me a chance to be the best of me I want my moment in the sun Now all of this ain't just a phase We show our strength in different ways Now this is real, it ain't no lie We gotta live before we die You don't need someone to set you free Look out, here comes destiny Time to be who we were meant to be Relax and have a little fun I want my moment in the sun (in the sun) I want my moment in the sun (in the sun) Give me a chance to be the best of me I want my moment in the sun I'm so tired of being told What to wear, what to say and how to say it I'm so tired that I'm not heard What I do, what I say and how I say it I'm so tired of being told What to wear, what to say and how to say it I'm so tired that I'm not heard What I do, what I say and how I say it Is that so hard (is that so hard)…. to understand I want my moment in the sun (in the sun) I want my moment in the sun (in the sun) Give me a chance to be the best of me I want my moment in the sun I want my moment in the sun (in the sun) I want my moment in the sun (in the sun) Give me a chance to be the best of me I want my moment in the sun….
4.
Little Town 04:58
The pretty lights are out tonight In this little town The doors are closed and locked by 9pm The cars can still get gas by the 7-Eleven Drinkin' old coffee while The rain keeps comin' down Yeah this place is kinda slow But I need a place to grow Beyond the corner stores and chicken feed Sometimes you just let go And leave the things you know To find the world you really need Goodbye Little Town, goodbye You're not where I belong Not the stars I'm wishing on Goodbye Little Town, goodbye Will you remember me When I'm gone Little town, goodbye No one gets away From this little town The old guys, they just drift off into dreams The promises they made that slipped through their fingers You see them smile They don't know what it means Yeah this place is kinda slow But I need a place to grow Beyond the corner stores and chicken feed Sometimes you just let go And leave the things you know To find the world you really need Goodbye Little Town, goodbye You're not where I belong Not the stars I'm wishing on Goodbye Little Town, goodbye Will you remember me When I'm gone, oh Little Town Little Goodbye oh Little Town, goodbye You're not where I belong Not the stars I'm wishing on Goodbye Little Town, goodbye Will you remember me When I'm gone, oh Little Town Little goodbye
5.
When we first met So many years ago I was just a child Who really didn't know Love was just a mystery Who knew what was real How can children understand The way they really feel And now you're back again It's like you've never gone I want you just as much It's where I belong Now or never love Now or never love Now or never love Feels so fine, now it's time For a now or never love When we first touched Remember how I cried Everyone before you had been a lie The way you fit my body Filled with endless wishes Dragged you down upon the ground With endless kisses And now you're back again It's like you've never gone I want you just as much It's like you've never gone And now you're back again It's like you've never gone I want you just as much It's where I belong Now or never love Now or never love (ooh baby) Now or never love Feels so fine, now it's time For a now or never love You wait forever for love to come around Keep on searching, but it's already found Then give up, there's always second best There's forever love And then there's all the rest (oh baby) Now or never love Now or never love Now or never love Feels so fine, now it's time For a now or never love Now or never love Now or never love (sing it with me now) Now or never love Feels so fine, now it's time For a now or never love...
6.
The River 02:50
Well the river runs a thousand miles And I'll follow it to the sea And the river leads me to my love Wherever She may be Well I may not live a thousand years And the river sees it all And my love and I will drown our tears In every waterfall For two hearts were made for each other And the river baptises our love And we two will share the pain and joy With the heavens up above Well the river runs a thousand miles And I'll follow it to the sea And the river leads me to my love Wherever She may be For two hearts were made for each other And the river baptises our love And we two will share the pain and joy With the heavens up above Well the river runs a thousand miles And I'll follow it to the sea And the river leads me to my love Wherever She may be Wherever She may be
7.
Do U Wanna 03:49
Do you remember when I Would whisper this into your ear That crazy thing that drove you wild Six words that said it all You gave me everything and more And as we slowly hit the floor Like an MC Escher we're the perfect mirror, so Do you wanna (do you wanna) It's like you never ever Stopped tracing circles up my spine But I've learned a thing and more since then We know just what to do now You give me everything and more And as we slowly hit the floor Like an MC Escher we're the perfect mirror, so Do you wanna (do you wanna) Am I chasing memories of when Am I gonna scream your name again Mister, mister, babayyy I don't wanna live without your I don't wanna leave without your love Do remember when I Would whisper this into your ear That crazy thing that drove you wild Six words that said it all You gave me everything and more And as we slowly hit the floor Like an MC Escher we're the perfect mirror, so Do you wanna (do you wanna) Ahh yeah yeah yeaaahhh Like an MC Escher we're the perfect mirror, so Do you wanna (do you wanna)
8.
I Never saw the Light in me ‘Till you showed me it was there I Never knew what I could be Didn’t know, didn’t know That someone else Could really care How could I prepare for love I Never had the chance to prove I was worth believing in I Never thought the earth could move Never found, never found a single place Where I can be, where I'm really free to love Never saw the light, never saw the light Never saw the light until you showed me Never saw the light, no, no, no, no Never saw the light 'till it was me Never saw the light 'till it was me I never want this night to end Never want the sun to rise No more reasons to pretend I don't need, we don't need To hide away in a sad disguise And to our surprise is love Never saw the light, never saw the light Never saw the light until you showed me Never saw the light, no, no, no, no Never saw the light 'till it was me Never saw the light 'till it was me When you're livin' like a shadow And you never see the sun The light inside can never grow A guide can never come Love is like a summer breeze That blows the clouds away And lets me be the light in me A love that's here to stay Never saw the light, never saw the light Never saw the light until you showed me Never saw the light, no, no, no, no Never saw the light 'till it was me Never saw the light, never saw the light Never saw the light until you showed me Never saw the light, no, no, no, no Never saw the light 'till it was me Never saw the light 'till it was me Never saw the light 'till it was me Never saw the light 'till it was me...
9.
The clouds above you are so dark and cold But I will blow them all away The shadows below you follow in your steps But I will shine a light So please, don't you fret my child I'm standing here, right by your side Don't you cry, for tears should not be wasted On what never can be undone I'm still here, I'm still here, I'm still here The pain you chained and locked inside your heart But I will carry the key Dragging bags so packed full of the past But I will carry them all So please, don't you fret my child I'm standing here, right by your side Don't you cry, for tears should not be wasted On what never can be undone I'm still here, I'm still here, I'm still here When your dreams won't start I'll be there When it seems too hard I'll be there Even through the darkest times I'm always here When you need me, just call So please, don't you fret my child I'm standing here, right by your side Don't you cry, for tears should not be wasted On what never can be undone I'm still here, I'm still here, I'm still here Yeah I'm still here, I'm still here, I'm still here....
10.
I Believe 04:27
I stayed so many times before 'Till their broken hearts break mine too Bing alone with someone else Was better than living with myself But when the sun came up this morning And I'm lying here next to you And I'm shaking, 'cuz there's no warning It's like loving is something new I believe, finally I believe In your love, in your love I believe, finally I can see I've found the one My somebody The love I have was stolen And the darkness came much too soon His light is gone, and I can't move on No, no love like that again And I'm shaking, 'cuz there's no warning It's like loving is something new I believe, finally I believe In your love, in your love I believe, finally I can see I've found the one My somebody But it's always, always raining And the clouds, they follow me When you look at me that way I don't know who to be So I turn away, I'm crying 'Cuz I don't deserve this chance When you see just who I am You'll be gone, you'll be gone So you take my hand, and you pull me close Pull me close, pull me close I believe, finally I believe In your love, in your love I believe, finally I can see I've found the one My somebody I believe, finally I believe In your love, in your love I believe, finally I can see I've found the one My somebody...
11.
Thank you for loving me If only for a while Thank you for loving me Although I know it's been such a trial My anger and my pride My tears that almost dried How could you ever, ever love me Thank you for loving me And if you ever did Thank you for loving me me The good, the bad, and everything we had The pain that cut through you The pain that stabbed me too How could you ever, ever love me And then you didn't love me I was empty and alone Sticking bits of broken life Together in my room A make believe existence You were always there inside Wide awake at midnight With a love I couldn't hide Thank you for loving me I hope some when you did Thank you for loving me Although I know I was just a kid But I can't change the past Some things aren't made to last How could you ever, ever love me How could you ever, ever love me
12.
It may not be forever It's no guarantee All I give is here and now This is love, this is me When it's right, it's right Whether old or new But if you try to nail it down Then it's gone, it's gone One thing I won't tell you Is Happily Ever After Don't expect me to say I do But this I promise you Happily Ever Now Gonna love you like there's no tomorrow Happily Ever Now Now I'm here with you, It's goodbye to sorrow I don't know what's coming But I know what I have here So I'll live Happily Ever Now, with you Wedding rings that promise Love until you die Faithfulness, a pure white dress Is it true, or a lie? Everybody changes Each and every day When love becomes a chore instead Could we grow, the same way? One thing I won't tell you Is Happily Ever After Don't expect me to say I do But this I promise you Happily Ever Now Gonna love you like there's no tomorrow Happily Ever Now Now I'm here with you, It's goodbye to sorrow I don't know what's coming But I know what I have here So I'll live Happily Ever Now, with you Happily Ever Now Gonna love you like there's no tomorrow Happily Ever Now Now I'm here with you, It's goodbye to sorrow I don't know what's coming But I know what I have here So I'll live Happily Ever Now I'll live Happily Ever Now I'll live Happily Ever Now, with you

about

Happily Ever Now is the album I always wanted to make.

Of course, I didn't know that when I started into this amazing, crazy, rollercoaster of a project. I just thought I was making an album that would showcase me as a writer, singer and instrumentalist, which I think it does. But at every stage, when we were writing the songs, recording the band, mixing the sessions and even at the final mastering stage, I always tried to get out of the way and let this music do what it wanted to do. I wanted these songs to come from a genuine place and not impose fashion or super-slick production on them. I wanted the songs to speak for themselves.

These songs speak of love, of loss, of triumph, of doubt and most of all, hope. I couldn't have gotten there without a lot of help from a lot of wonderful people. First working through the lyrics and melodies with my co-writer, Alan D. Marriott, then finding the team starting with my genius producer Gil Cang and some of the greatest players I have ever worked with. People like keyboard master Toby Baker, Mark Vandergucht, whose subtle but insistent guitar riffs lie at the heart of the arrangements, in-the-pocket beats and tasty grooves that just make you smile from drummer Crispin Taylor and bassist Ernie McCone. Not to mention the amazing percussion of Miles Bould, sweet horn parts from James McMillan, and additional bass parts from the incredible Robin Mullarkey. Finally a great mix needs a great person to master it and Michael Scherchen polished it perfectly.

I hope this is an album that makes you smile from ear to ear. For me, making Happily Ever Now was an experience filled with joy, charm and fantastic grooves and melodies. And whether or not it turns out to be to be a classic, this record just might be exactly what the world is looking for right now. That little bit of musical joy that says there is hope, that there is light at the end of the tunnel.

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released November 13, 2020

Ernie McKone: Bass
Crispin Taylor: Drums
Mark Vandergucht: Guitar
Toby Baker: Piano/Hammond/Sonlina/Moog/Wurlizter/Rhodes/Clavinet/Juno-6
Miles Bould: Percussion
James McMillan: Brass
Sandra-Mae Lux: Vocals/Saxophones/Piano/Acoustic Guitar
Rob Mullarky: Bass (Do U Wanna)

Gil Cang: Producer
Michael Scherchen & Gil Cang: Mixing and mastering

All words and music by Sandra-Mae Lux & Alan D. Marriott

Recorded spring 2020 at Boogie Back and Hoxa HQ Studios, London UK

© & Ⓟ 2020 Sandra-Mae Lux

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It takes a village to raise an album. Special thanks to:

Stefan Ashton-Frank, Tanya Duo, DeNica Fairman, Tony Collingwood, Fiona Collingwood, Tom Collingwood, Lumo Collingwood, Christian Morrison, Jimmy Hogarth, Bill Allman, Sharad Saggar, Robin Shore, Mia Kwon (Guiriato), Cedric Lynam, Mike Krawchuk, Julia Guiriato, Len Grinke, Brenda Sbrozzi, Robin Mossley, John Holborow, Marianne Anderson, Bob Anderson, Jos Neijenhuis, Lauren Harrington, Robert Harrington, John Smaak, Virginie Smaak, Rob Middleton, Martin Ramsey, David Ward, Hildemarie Ladouceur, Sophia Ladouceur, Lucy Brock, Ryan Ladouceur, Monica Smaak, Tilak Herat, Gill Herat, Tanya Pushkine, Paul Luykx


This album is dedicated to the memory of Jeremy Hepner

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Sandra-Mae Lux London, UK

Award winning artist and native of Vancouver, Sandra-Mae Lux has twice appeared at the Ottawa International Jazz Festival where she met and performed with many recognized artists such as Roy Hargrove, Herbie Hancock and opened for Dave Brubeck.

A life-long lover of 70s music, Sandra-Mae now lives in South London with her partner, lots of plants, a disco ball, and many feathered masks.
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